Noah has been extubated for 1 week now!!!! I am having a hard time being excited though because I am so scared something bad will happen. Noah is growing longer but has not gained any weight so we are increasing feeds and calories. He now weighs 3.3 kilos he was 3.2 kilos when he was born. He continues to amaze me with his ability to fight everyday. He has more fight in him then most adults I know :) I am so proud of him and I am completely in love with him. I can't wait till we are home and I can spoil him to no end!!!! He is never going to get put down. No matter what his daddy may have said :) cause he will never put him down either.
I wish someone would have told me how big of a roller coaster this journey would be. I know there is no way to ever prepare someone for this journey but a heads up would be nice. As many highs you experience there are as many lows and some of those lows feel like hell but the highs are heavenly. I am trying to remember I need to rejoice and be excited but it is so hard.
I have to thank my husband for being my rock. For listening to me yell and say mean things to him and about other people. For encouraging me to speak my mind and question the doctors and nurses. I am so proud of him for staying at the hospital and going back to work. I just love him to a million pieces. I don't know what I would do without him :)
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